The Crossroads

I'm at the crossroads. I'm at the crossroads between making the transition of independent woman and holding on tight to dear life. What does this mean? It means that I'm scared, and that can be one of the worst things to go through: fear. The what ifs start to go off in my head. "What if I fail and have to come back home with hands empty?" "What if I suck at being 100% independent?" "What if? What if? What if?" I have to sit down and look at myself closely and take the first leap. Life has so many surprises, and because I know that, I am more apprehensive than the average joe. But eventually I'll have to get out there, and I think for me, it's better sooner than later. 

I've applied to countless jobs and spiced up my resume; something's gotta give! In the meantime I guess I'll work on myself. Me. I'll get down to the core of who I am and see if I can improve any areas, because honestly, sometimes you just are who you are. Period. The growing frustration is real. One day I'll hopefully rise to the top and all of this will be worth it. But being the realist that I am, I can honestly say that this sucks!!!!!!!!!! But as always, keeping it classy and sassy!