Waiting for the food, I notice two things: old people and stay at home moms with their babies. Okay. Good for them. But I doubt I'll be part of a group of moms who have kids in the same age group, go out in sweats and a bun, talk about diapers and which ones are better. I just can't imagine it. And old people? Canes and slow walking. I feel pity. This can't be me!
On the other hand, it got me thinking, what in the world am I doing with my life? And the answer to that is nothing! I'm breathing and that's it. Nothing interesting, nothing to look forward to. Is that really a life? A friend of mine was sharing with me the plans she has for the upcoming future, and they sounded ambitious. At least in comparison to mine. So here I am trying to find some kind of ambiguity in me, something so I can start being happy with myself and go somewhere. Of course, there's always those annoying thoughts in the back of my mind, that some family of mine is going places their studying for accounting and tourism. They have great careers ahead of them, and I am here like, "Hi, welcome to Bath and Body Works!" Don't get me wrong, I love my job! But I don't expect to be working retail all of my life. I wanna go places, and so far, I haven't found my niche.
Some people have and will tell me that this is it. This is life. But to me, this looks nothing short of a vicious cycle of working and paying bills. I don't know what I'm going to do or when I will do t. But whenever I do, it will be awesome!
So back to reality, a large group of toddler moms has left, and peace is restored! Now, if only my food would get here, that would be great! We're starving!
Tomorrow, a stop to Chicago will be next on our Spring Break trip! Can't wait! It's always good to chill with friends.
Ary ❤️
