Jingle, jingle, jingle! The Christmas bells seem to be getting closer as the days pass by. There are two more weeks until that fateful morning when gifts are exchanged and the fire is burning hot in the fireplace, and I don't know if this year I'm excited about it. I know that my home is not even close to being finished with the shopping and I wish there were palm trees and a warm breeze blowing through this winter instead of cloudy, windy skies. Finals are half way done for me and then I get an entire month off..yay! I've literally been so busy in the last couple of days that it seems that no matter how much I accomplish, it feels like I've done nothing. In between the Christmas practices, studying, and cleaning, my anxiety has blown out of proportion; I feel like I can't breathe, like my heart is going to pop out of my chest. I CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE!! It feels like a heart attack everytime.I would relate it all to stress, but I can't help asking myself why I'm so stressed. I'm just ready to call it quits, but not yet, I'll give it 'til the New Year.
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